Had been mature and still am.....know whats right but wanna try wrong...
Know to go there...but why not here?
This isnt immaturity...can't even you understand?
I had a heart to tell you its pain, its love, its happiness, its excitement and thrill....
Got happy when you said what were mere words, smiled for your simple hello, enjoyed your happiness, complained cause i thought i had the right. I wanted you to share yourself, but did never force you to....Your world was creating mine....i could see my path so clearly....
I din even care what i was, what you were....things were so in place.....i liked your changes and adapted accordingly....i feared that you might not like any changes so tried not to change...but changes have to occur always....
I din change my heart....just felt that you were so mine that i can be innocent, careless, stupid, nagging, naughty, foolish, nice, sweet, kiddish and every part of me.....i din ever know that my ignorant and dependent part would hurt me so badly and disliked by you so much.
I din know you liked just a part of me and never the complete me, never knew you never said it urself...but just to contend my heart.....
I'm sorry for believing you, sorry for revealing me, sorry for disturbing you....n really sorry for not even be nice enough to understand that i was just forcing.....
byeee......hv a wonderfullyf :D
i'll smile...wish u too do...
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